Ma Life(thugs get lonely too remix ma verse)

i can't pretend no more da bottle in my hands
I pray to the sky to the only friend I neva had
all my homes 6 feet deep or sittin in a cell,
m i on earth damn coz it feel like hell
thug by nature labeled the black sheep
shit is deep n lonely
i can see these clocks ticking
but i can't feel the time passing
folks talking while um hearing
ma self screaming on the inside
no where to run no where to hide
the pain's too heavy too bad
too sad i never listened to ma dad
was like a perfect dream gone bad
woke up to reality n lost all i had
dark memories are like a tatto
the way it always sticks to you
ma lifes been like a gigolo screwed everytime
a divine lookin woman came by ma side
thugs get lonely too, I know you heard otha wise
since birth waitin for the time of my demise..yeahh...